i hate it when i know when i start stuff and i know i can easily fix it but i choose not to just because of how stubborn i am. but in my defense its like i do so much to try and help people out and i just want the same help when needed. I'm not perfect to the extent where i don't have any emotional feelings ya know. I've been super stressed out lately and super tired emotionally and physically that I've just decided to throw out the people that would bring me down when i don't need that kind of down time. lately when i get upset, i snap and i cant help it. then i end up feeling bad at the end of the day because i know i couldve handled the situation differently. so to anyone I've snap at or made a mean comment to, i am genuinely sorry! (especially for tonight, i feel really bad. your always there trying your best and i feel like i take advantage of it and i really want to change that, its just been harder then usual lately. but you have to know, i do appreciate everything you've been trying to do! EVERYTHING.)
so on a brighter note, tonight was another night of excellence. except for the part where the padres lost! bah for some reason i really had hope for them. the highlight of the night was seeing the other teams (Florida marlins, i think that's how you spell it) coach get kicked off the game! super hilarious. something crazy happened when we had left to get some hot dogs but then when we got back we just saw the coach and the other guy in the field arguing. pretty amazing stuff. stuff you would see in some sports movie! i could not get over it.
I'm not one to like sports in the first place and yet here i am jibber jabbering about baseball. there's just something about being at the ballpark and watching the baseball game live. its different from watching it on TV. besides learning new stuff is always fun. I've learned a lot about the life of sports lovers and i still have more to learn! besides I've also got to learn all this stuff for oggis, next i gotta learn about football because the season is coming up in September! BAH. i don't know if i could get into it though, someone prove me wrong.
chelsea from chelsea lately has lost her touch. i dont find her that funny anymore. so sad.
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